ya... its fr sure.. m nt kiddin' at all.. all dis hppnd ystrday...nthin new....as usual, i had a quarrel wid my bro....bt things went wrong....somebdy (very near) told me dat d day m back frm hostel, i'v been a headache fr him.. lyk he usd 2 b alone all d tym.. bt nw m alwys der 2 hav a watch...yup,over him,...i din't even askd him bout dis...bt i got so much of shockd nd...i donno'.... i tried wt i nvr tried...bt u knw wt, i nvr thot dt it wud b so painful..i tried to choke myslf wid a belt....hehehehe..it may sound funny ....bt it ws painful indeed...
in d startin'.. i mean wen i startd, it ws quite painful,bt slowly slowly...it i donno wt it became...i ws feelin' dt i ws nt able 2 breathe...bt den i felt a jerkin pain in d heart area... n i thot i ws gone..nd dat pain ws risin' high n high....i tried to remove d belt bt can't...wt i felt lyk is to tighten d belt mor...i dnno y bt i thot dat tightenin' it wud giv me relaxation frm such pain..i continued doin' it..den all f a suuden...mumma came....
she slapped me badly....either she hs nt done dis ever...bt i think i desrvd dat...den she shouted for bhai...he came n asked me questionably yet softly wts wrong?? mumma was cryin' n askin' me wat made me do dis..???? dat tym i saw d real pain in both f deir eyes n realised wt i ws doin'...both f dem wr cryin' lyk anythin'...den i cried loudly...n i said sorry to mumma n bhai.. n told dem evrythin'....
den dey said aisa bilkul nahi hai....kya tum pagal ho gyi ho...pta ni yaar wo kya tha ... jis wajah se i took dat step....bt nw m very sorry....to bhai..to mumma...to GOD....n evry1 related to me....
i've got some blue n red small spots ovr my neck n face(near eyes)...
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If it happened due to some one in ur own family, he must apologise for it.Although it is not possible for a person to controll at these types of moments but some one who is near that person must help dat person .It is not obligatory.
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